Dealing with Past Mistakes and Moving Forward

In all honesty today was a very difficult one for me. I spent much of the morning crying. asking God to help me please!! I can't go back in time. I'm unable to change the past. So do your best to learn from it. To not make the same mistakes do not take the exact same path and if you find yourself going down the same path? Change it just a little. I made a lot of mistakes. I tried to medicate myself. that was the wrong choice, wrong decision, and the easy way out. I know now the only things I can do is focus on myself move forward take on responsibility maintain discipline and follow through doing things for others helps me more than anything else even though I drive sometimes I don't like the fact that I'm always cleaning up after someone I've been visit Jay I know I did something right and I did it for me I also did a little bit for them