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So today is my great grandmas birthday. Since she lives close to it I'm going to be visiting my son's grave š its been 3 years but it still feels unbearable sometimes. I just really need support and kind words. If anyone wants to message I. glad to talk about him. But some of my morning is going to be very hard for me.
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@Soskae It certainly is hard. There i times i fall to the floor crumbling into a ball crying til my nose bleeding and ill just keep going, sometimes ill scream til I'm so dizzy im scared I'm going to pass out or until its not audible anymore. I was severely suicidal for about 8 months until I put myself in the hospital for a week. Even then I'd find ways to self harm in the hospital. Hospitals trigger my ptsd because of 8 months of living in one for my sons treatments. Some days I don't feel strong at all. But I know exactly what he would do when he say me. He'd scream mommy and run to me excited to give me a hug. I like to think in heaven he does that every morning when he sees me wake up each day.
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You are tough. I didnāt think Iād make it past that day let alone years after and the fact that you did speaks volumes to your strength. I know itās cliche but trying to think of the happy times that you got instead of the ones you didnāt does help me. I still have days and weeks where I just want to melt into the floor still but you are not alone and you are strong.
Im so sorry for you ā¦
You've got thisš you have been there before and it was tough but you made it through last time and you will make it through again
Thinking of you today š
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