Dealing with a breakup and loneliness

I left a three year engagement in July of this year. It was awful, there was so much back and forth and even more turmoil and regret. But it’s what’s best for us. We can’t listen to that voice that tells us whatever it’s telling us. Mine tells me that I need to go back because I desperately need that comfort of him back. And of course the wanting to cry and throw up thinking of him with another person. I didn’t know that the whole not wanting to see them with someone else even if we’ve started moving on was a common thing! I feel so seen haha. I’m sending you good vibes, you deserve better and don’t forget that.

Don't listen to the borderline !! Stay strong for yourself. Your worth more than his abuse. Take your mind off of him !