Feeling Boring and Hollow in Relationships

AYUP, i always feel like im the Most Boring person in my friend group. my friends Always tell me otherwise but i always have this pit in my stomach that says theyre lying to me to make me feel better. i’m always afraid i never have my own personality, but it’s just me copying others and making it my own for a short period of time, before i just jump into a new personality. it’s stressful, and i’m trying to cope with that. you’re definitely not alone

Yes, especially the last several days 😥

I can relate, my depression has gotten worse in the past couple months and I feel like that on top of dealing with a chronic illness has taken away my ability to live a “normal” life. It’s a daily struggle, but it helps knowing I’m not alone.

Oh absolutely. I used to be funny have interests, and even though I was crazy socially anxious I could at least hold a conversation. Now if someone does have the misfortune of trying to get to know me it’s the usual pleasantries then awkward silence till they leave. Because most of my time is spent either trying to survive my mental stuff or trying to recover from it, you can’t just dump that on a stranger. Not sure if that helps but you’re definitely not alone🌻

I can relate to this.