Struggling to Identify My Mood Disorder

I have not been diagnosed with schizophrenia but I have experienced a lot of the symptoms and people have told me that it is just my social anxiety. My symptoms are hearing things, feeling things, and even seeing things that nobody else sees. sometimes i’ll feel somebody touch me and i’ll flip out at the person closest to me just to find out that nobody touched me, sometimes i’m alone when it happens and it freaks me out. i hear my name being called a lot or i hear women crying for help. there used to be a woman i saw when going to bed nd she just sat by my bed watching me, i stopped sleeping in my bed obviously that’s some demonic sh*t…but i don’t know i don’t wanna say i’m schizophrenic because that’s a big deal you know? and people say those with schizophrenia don’t feel things or whatever but i’m really emotional i just don’t know how to express my feelings the correct way. i’m either really dramatic or i barely have a reaction at all. Those who have been diagnosed with schizophrenia can you please let me know how it was before you were diagnosed. i don’t know what to do.

Hi, my name is Jonah. I'm 18, and recently I've been hearing about conditions like Bipolar Disorder or Schizophrenia, and I often display those symptoms. I also have an often critical voice in my head that sometimes feeds me negative comments, but can also be helpful when I need to be logical about a situation. I'm also moderately depressed (according to a test I took). Do anyone of you have problems like this?

Confused About My Mental Health Diagnosis