Struggling with Autism and Mental Health in College

I’m autistic which comes with a lot of other mental health issues for me like depression/anxiety. I’m about to move states and go to college (currently a high school senior) which is a big change but I’m doing it with my supportive boyfriend and my emotional support dog is coming with me. However, I’m feeling scared and hopeless. My life has been a fight to be accepted/understood even by myself for so long, and I’m tired of feeling not normal. I wish I could be like everyone else. It’s hard to connect w ppl my age when a lot of them are very different from me and don’t understand being ND. I feel like the world is so scary and superficial and capitalism has ruined everything and it’s hard to see the light.