How My Anxiety Ruins My Relationships

It's hard but if you find right person that understands it can work need to be upfront with the person in the beginning

I recently came out of a traumatic relationship and I don’t know how I will ever get myself together to start a new and healthy one so I can relate. I think it’s about finding a person who understands, but it’s so difficult, because most people don’t, and at my age, at university, most partners would run away at the idea of trauma. They just want something light, fun, and relaxed, which I don’t necessarily blame them for, but I was looking for something more long term. I’m not sure what I even want anymore. Before this last relationship I used to fantasize about being intimate with the right person, but I can’t even seem to do that anymore.