Frustrated Diabetic Wants Tattoos

Trigger Warning⚠️ Frustrated😠 I am 23 years old and I have been wanting to get tattoos since I was 10 years old. I've been T1D since I was 11 and I am at a point where I want my art. like I am physically growing insane to get inked. I have hyperglycemia diabetes (High blood sugar) but I've been trying so hard to work on my A1C and I just tried to call in my kwik pen refill to find out that I don't have anymore refills but I haven't received my omnipod 5 system to work with my dexcom g6 system. not to mention im almost out of my long acting insulin again so i have to go up to my doctors office sit for 2 hours just to get another sample box of the insulin so yeah 🙃 I'm so f###ing annoyed I'm about to just go rogue all over again. I was without any medication for like 8 years and I was managing. but I'm trying to take care of myself and this is how they treat people with illnesses. the medical industry seriously sucks. this is why people DIE!!!!!!!!! pharmaceutical companies should be more than ashamed and if we decided to burn them to the ground we'd be the bad guys.... I hate it here. money has already lost so much value and it drives people mad. I want to burn the government, IRS, pharmaceuticals and any other stupid major associations that makes citizens damn near piss poor to be able to f###ing live!!!! it's ridiculous and sickening.