I've decided I want to be the person I need for myself. I'm here trying to give as much advice and support as possible to others even though I need it myself, because I want to be the thing I never had. The wonderful, supportive friend, partner, stranger, who helped you through hard times. Maybe it will make me feel a little better. Maybe it won't.

I’ve learned im a lot more self aware and humble than i thought. I have no problem viewing my flaws as they are and pointing the finger at myself. I struggle in handling them though.

I've learned that I deserve better and that the people who hurt me in the past aren't here anymore and I'm allowed to grow without the fear of their judgment

I learned how much s***t I can take before I lash out.😥

I'm a lot nicer to my roommate than I should be. He treats me and my sister like crap and we treat him like a human being. I'm going to reach my breaking point and he's not going to like it when I do.