Confused about my Sexual Behaviors

definitely have dealt w this, cocosir is totally right + one of the main criteria of a BPD diagnosis is extreme risk-taking behavior, often sexually. the only reason i stopped is because the pandemic started and i was forced to be by myself. i wish i had some real advice but i think you’ll be able to figure it out too <3

I dont have any experience with any of these (i think i have asd. Not the point tho) but it might be the SA trauma. Because you might be trying to validate something that had happened to you when you didn't like it, so ur trying to find something and someone to validate it to make you feel better about it. Bit no matter what, all your feelings are valid!!!