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I hate my life so much. I don’t want to be here anymore. Every day is the same. I wake up, watch tv, then go to bed. I have no interest in eating or doing my hobbies. Im already on antidepressants. I just want my old life back. I want to be able to leave the house. I want an actual life. I’ve mainly just been stuck at home by myself for over a year. I have people to talk to in the evening but not during the day. I feel so lonely and hopeless.

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    • hazyeclipse

      577d

      I'm in the same boat. I know the feeling and it's AWFUL. and knowing it probably (at least for me) will never end. I'm tired of only the same 2-3 activities being available to me, they're incredibly boring now, and I'm tired of staring at the same 4 walls, I'm tired of being stuck in bed, feeling absolutely awful spending time upright, struggling to just move around. And I have chronic pain so most of my hobbies cause me pain anyway, on top of not being able to be upright much to do them. Feel free to message me if you ever need to talk or vent. It's a horrible way to live, being stuck with a body and circumstances like these

    • hazyeclipse

      577d

      I'm in the same boat. I know the feeling and it's AWFUL. and knowing it probably (at least for me) will never end. I'm tired of only the same 2-3 activities being available to me, they're incredibly boring now, and I'm tired of staring at the same 4 walls, I'm tired of being stuck in bed, feeling absolutely awful spending time upright, struggling to just move around. And I have chronic pain so most of my hobbies cause me pain anyway, on top of not being able to be upright much to do them. Feel free to message me if you ever need to talk or vent. It's a horrible way to live, being stuck with a body and circumstances like these

    • Weeble_Wobble

      577d

      I have a few other suggestions that might or might help support as well, let me know if you want them. In the mean time I’m holding space for you. The way you feel now is temporary, one thing in life I’ve come to know is certain is things change and feeling change. Hang in there ❤️

      • NewYork

        577d

        @Weeble_Wobble sure, I’ll take suggestions. Thank you :)

    • Weeble_Wobble

      577d

      I’m so sorry you are struggling and understandably so. I’ve felt so done with it all before. It’s really tough living with this condition. Are you seeing a therapist in conjunction with medication regularly? There’s a pots group online for hobbies if you’re interested maybe that will spark something in you.

      • NewYork

        577d

        @Weeble_Wobble I’m on the list to see a therapist but my appointment got pushed back to November. What is the online hobby group called, I might try that.

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