putmenhotep

172d

once again I am alone. why can't I stop fucking everything up. I can't have a single relationship, romantic or platonic, that lasts longer than 3 or 4 months. what's wrong with me.

Depression

Anxiety (Including GAD)

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  • VdAra

    172d

    More than likely it's not something is wrong with you, but the people you interact with don't know how to handle you. Most people don't have the patience to understand what some of us go through. I hope someone comes along that understands you and is able to work with you.

    • putmenhotep

      172d

      I'm so tired. It's been a thing for years and I'm just so lonely. No relationship ever works out and I'm so tired of never having anyone. I have some deeply rooted trauma from my childhood, and literally all I want is to feel loved. And it's so pathetic. I'm just tired

      • VdAra

        172d

        I feel you. I a couple months ago lost contact with, who I'd consider, my best friend. The one person Iet that understood my trauma and how'd I'd react to it. I also have some childhood trauma that I didn't realize still affects me. You can't give up. Giving up is easy. Easy will never make you feel fulfilled.

  • Cricket2099

    172d

    this! People really are just terrible sometimes,it doesn't necessarily have anything to do with you. My dms are open if you want to try again in finding a friend?

    • putmenhotep

      172d

      it has everything to do with me. I'm the common denominator after all. Not everybody around me can be wrong, just to make myself feel better. I appreciate the offer, and might take you up on that

  • Cricket2099

    172d

    I used to think the same thing,but I can almost guarantee it's not your fault. Some people have attachment issues,some people get really weird about little issues. People suck but thats not on you

    • Cricket2099

      172d

      And I wouldn't mind at all chatting with ya! I have similar problems and you seem like a cool person

  • Angii

    172d

    There is something wrong with everyone whether they want to believe it or not. Phycology has helped me understand so many things and get the reassurance and push in life to keep going I needed that you might. Namaste 🙏

  • Bassbeard15

    172d

    One thing that has really helped me with my relationships is manifestation meditation. I know it sounds more complex than it is, but basically if you can trick yourself into feeling emotions of love and acceptance, and concentrate on what that would feel like, you'll notice powerful shifts. Dr. Joe Dispenza talks about this a lot. Our thoughts become our moods, our moods, become our behaviors, our behaviors, become pure personalities, and our personalities become our reality. I hope I song come off as an a$$hole saying this, but if you have a lot weighing you down, people can sense that and often put up borders to protect themselves from what is hurting you. And this almost always feels cold and lonely. But meditation has helped me overcome so much. I'm so happy to help you get started if it's something you'd be interested in trying. I hope things get better for you, my friend.

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