RainbowMommy18

112d

my heart is in so much pain. the signs of my man messing around still is so strong. there is nothing else he can do to hurt me but that's y I don't understand how or y my heart still breaks every time.

Paranoia and delusional disorder

Bipolar Disorder

Generalized pain

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  • Purplefilth

    111d

    Probably because you still feel for him. Grief isn’t abnormal. Don’t know the specifics, but remember to take time for yourself to grow and heal through what you’ve been through as often as you take time for your man.

    • RainbowMommy18

      111d

      been with him 5yrs and our little girl is almost 4. He gets caught swears he won't do it again then the next thing I know the signs he's doing it reappear

  • TheLovelyLeo

    111d

    😥 I’m so sad reading this. I’ve been in that position and the pain is visceral. All I can say is to use your head and not your heart. I thought about my kids and how I didn’t want them seeing that dynamic…that’s what got me out.

  • Barbiegrl

    110d

    Just know that you deserve infinitely better than that

  • RainbowMommy18

    110d

    He has moments where he acts like he's fully mine but his repeated signs tell me a different story. My daughter is almost 4 wants him home cause she believes mommy's and daddy's stay together and only love each other. I can't even voice wanting to leave without being told I would have to go thru a custody battle 1st and I don't wanna put my child thru that. I love my baby and a part of me does love him but I'm checked out.... Even if he tried he would have to spend the rest of his life making it up to me before I'd ever fully trust him

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