Struggling with Motivation: Is it Just Me?

It's all about brain chemistry. Some of us aren't lucky enough to be born with functional neurotransmitters 😒. Or at least they got broken along the way.

I get so angry sometimes when I think about how other's seem to have no issues and I have so many. I don't understand why I'm expected to carry so much. Why can't it be spread out amongst some other people? It's so exhausting trying to carry it all.

I think some people hide it better than others. People in my life would describe me as happy, bubbly, helpful, and giving. What they see is merely the mask I put on to project that. I struggle with ppd on top of my normal depression as well as anxiety. Most days the only reason I physically get out of my bed is that I have a 6 mo old and 3 year old that cant do for themselves. When you see others doing and seemingly unphased just remember, thats what they want you to see of them.

It’s definitely not fair. I am often jealous of people that have endless energy, people that can have kids, hold down a regular job…you are not alone in your struggles. Just know that you always are never alone, and to just take things one day at a time. Hold on to the “good” days and keep them tucked away for a bad day. ❤️

I struggle with this too! I'm lucky if I do more than get dressed and make my food. I hate leaving the house too