i hate myself so much that i just don't care about anything. i don't care if i look good, or clean, or presentable, i don't care. i feel like such a shit person and i feel so shitty that to me it doesn't even matter how i look, if i look good i still feel like shit so might as well look like shit. it won't help because im not a good person and i don't deserve nice things. im not suicidal but i hate myself so much i wish i could just erease my existence so that no one ever knew i existed, like my mark on the world just completely ereased. i wish i could disappear and no one ever knew about me because ik if i kill myself now it'll hurt everyone because unfortunately i had to be born and fuck everything up. i wish everyone could see me the way i see myself so they could hate me too and i could die in peace. but i can't hurt everyone. and i want to get better. so ill keep attempting to do the basic stuff and attempting to make myself care in hopes that eventually i actually will like myself and i will care. thanks for reading. ✌️
You may have depression as it causes many different symptoms and a few relevant to this is self harm, self esteem decreasing, apathy, and hatred of self please get a psychotherapist or a psychiatrist as they can treat your depression either with meds (psychiatrist) or therapy (psychotherapist)
First I am not trying to be rude at all, so please don't take it that way. When someone posts you can click on their icon (face) and see diagnosis and medicine list. You gave advice that doesn't really help because this person is already on medication and with the current diagnosis most likely already seeing a therapist. It only takes a second to look at the information provided, and we can be informed when giving advice. 💕
I hope you know you are loved , most of all your future self believes in you..I would recommend reading good books the secret is a good book .
Exercise when you feel sad , it we'll give you natural serotonin .
Talk to people you trust
God bless u
Hi! I understand the part about not taking care of yourself. I barley do it as well for the fact that my friends do it but I can’t be as good looking as them so I don’t even bother. But recently I was told by my friend that we are “all pretty” and “we are a pretty friend group”. The fact that I thought I looked bad everyday and she said that really opened my eyes. Just know that some people don’t think the same as you and you never know what you look like in someone else’s eyes. If you need someone to relate to dm me!
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i hate myself so much that i just don't care about anything. i don't care if i look good, or clean, or presentable, i don't care. i feel like such a shit person and i feel so shitty that to me it doesn't even matter how i look, if i look good i still feel like shit so might as well look like shit. it won't help because im not a good person and i don't deserve nice things. im not suicidal but i hate myself so much i wish i could just erease my existence so that no one ever knew i existed, like my mark on the world just completely ereased. i wish i could disappear and no one ever knew about me because ik if i kill myself now it'll hurt everyone because unfortunately i had to be born and fuck everything up. i wish everyone could see me the way i see myself so they could hate me too and i could die in peace. but i can't hurt everyone. and i want to get better. so ill keep attempting to do the basic stuff and attempting to make myself care in hopes that eventually i actually will like myself and i will care. thanks for reading. ✌️
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