Feeling Suicidal and Alone: Anti-Trans Bills and Family Rejection

Hi. I also have voices that tell me similar things. Ik it’s hard and honestly I want to die too (not actively planning too atm) I just want you to know that you are perfect the way you are and thank you for caring about these bills because honestly not enough people do. Ik times must be hard. today sucked for me as well. I hope you are feeling better and if you are not I hope you will because you deserve to be you and be darn happy about it.

I keep seeing stupid bills being passed and I’m so over it. I’ve been where you are. I was put into a hospital to keep myself safe. I’m not sure if you can but maybe seeing a therapist would help if you don’t already. If you’re super scared maybe you can admit yourself into partial care, so you don’t live there Yk? Honestly a lot of people are with you. We’ve been fighting for right for years. We won’t stop now.

Just because your aunt supports doesn’t mean your feeling don’t matter. You just put words into her mouth..

Sweetie I know you're feeling hopeless and lost but you don't want to die you want this tremendous pain to go away. I know the amount of pain you're feeling I've been there in fact I was just there a week ago as my daughter and I were illegally evicted and I watched the property manager steal my belongings and the police did nothing. My suggestion when you are feeling down find something you enjoy and just drown yourself in that like music or art or anything that you enjoy. That is my go to mood changer. 🤗❤️

Also side note, i find the text chat for the suicide hotline better than the phone call. It takes awhile to get in but i think it's worth it. I've gotten some good help there

I'm also trans so i understand the pain of hearing all that and having family that doesn't support you. If you really do start to feel serious, please go to the hospital. I know it's a lot but i and i'm sure many others want you to be safe. In the mean time, if you need someone to talk to, i'm here to talk if you want to message me. I know sometimes talking it over makes me feel better. Please be safe and i hope you can feel better soon. Seriously, we are here ❤️

Hey, I just want you to know that it gets better. Whenever I get like that I absolutely pour myself into an activity and sort of shut down those thoughts until I’m able to properly process. There’s also nothing wrong with calling for help, it seems like that’s what you need right now. There are peoples whose specific profession is to help in these situations and set you up with solutions to help you get through these times.