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I have been living with basically all of my conditions all of my life or at least the majority, some I dealt with way before I knew what it was. I am so tired. I am tired of chest pain, of joint pain, tired of being so different then everyone else that I can not psychologically match with anyone. I have no real friends, it usually takes a while but I find out that no one cares. my parents have never cared, my wife doesn’t, and neither does my children. I have sought help many times, been to counseling most of my life. medication does not work on me, dieting doesn't do anything, and no therapist will speak to me more then a few times before they send me to someone else. there is a large mental health clinic like place in my town, it is the only place around that has therapists... and no one there will see me. no one cares, everyone pretends because they want to feel better about themselves. I know I have knowledge and wisdom that could be beneficial but no one takes me seriously, nor do they take me serious when I say I can not keep doing this. If I could have 1 thing tonight, anything in this world.. a million dollars or even a super power.. The one thing I want is to not wake up in the morning. and me saying this isn't going to help either, none of you I'm sure care either.. someone will report this and then nothing will happen. and I'll still be stuck like this for the remainder of my 9 years or hopefully less. I want to believe there is people out there that care, I care.. I enjoy helping others.. I like to listen.. I became the person I needed, and yet I still can not find another like me for me.
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Bupropion
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