Contemplating Death and Consciousness

I keep getting scared of death whenever I take my quetiapine fumarate 1 gram. I don’t even know how I’m alive which many ask in general science or any curious people. Like what makes a conscience a conscience. What if we take a part of the brain out. Is it still you? Is it partially you? There’s many parts of the brain. Frontal lobe Parietal lobe Occipital lobe Brainstem Thalamus Cerebrum Temporal lobe Cerebellum Cerebral cortex Limbic system Medulla Pons Hippocampus Amygdala Hypothalamus Basal ganglia Lobes of the brain Broca's area Pituitary gland Anterior cingulate cortex Auditory cortex Pineal gland It’s fascinating what people could do with them. Just like black ops 2 zombies marlton when he says what a waste of brain. I don’t know what’s at the end of life plus at the end of time when black holes diminish. I just wonder and wonder.