Struggling with Mental Health and Cannabis Use

long story... #cannabis #anxiety #bipolar #schitzoaffective two weeks after my 18th birthday I got kicked out of my house for my choices. that I was making while under age in my (POV) since I was 18 til 22. I have made different choices and re-wrote a lot of what I was taught and where I actually stood in the situation and how I needed to change. I learned that through threapy. it still difficult, but anyways, as time went on I smoked wax, it wasn't fully legal recreationally but I smoked anyways. then I got a medical card at 19. i did not educate myself on sativa or indica at that time, and through the entire year so much happened. I had left the easiest job I ever did over a guy🚩🚩🚩🚩 you never mix business with pleasure. rule #1 and income was stable, my smoke wasn't stable, my daily habit wasn't consistent, I almost didn't graduate high school at 18 this was all happening, i had to pick between a job or my diploma🙄🙄🙄😭😭😭😭 once I got a stable job. that's when the bomb hit went into the mental hospital. got the help, hopped around for awhile. finally came back. so skip all the way til today and the bomb hits. after feeling like I have worked so hard on the person I am today, compared to who I was....is not same. I feel like all my hard work is being disregarded so much, it's being heard but not taken into consideration