Struggling with Personal Loss and Workplace Discrimination

It all kinda happen in one week. I've had miscarage (with complication and have been hospitalised). I lost job due to disability (asd, boss wanted to get rid of me for a while, cos i was hussle and decided while in hospital is the time). I cant eat anything and struggeling with harming myself thoughts and acts. not to mention thing on top of that. Lost savings to fix the car, so husband still can work. My family is not emotinaly inteligent people, so in hospital they though it would impropriate to tell me how I treat my mother (I lost consciousness mid conversation with her due to my injuries while in hospital and its rude of me not to answer) so they decided to retraumatise me with things from childhood. i would not survive if it wasn't for my husband support, but its getting harder when dealing with lawers about my dismissal from work.