Struggling with Mental Health and Work

Does anyone else feel like they’re a hamster on the wheel keep going around in circles and circles I feel like every time I make any progress with my mental health by the end of the week it’s diminished sometimes I get so depressed I hate my job I hate going to work but I also hate being home I went through a huge financial hardship at the beginning of the year and I just can’t seem to catch up and I need to go to work to make the money but I’m just so depressed I don’t wanna go I have a support system I am on medication I have a great therapist and psychiatrist I just can’t figure out why I can’t just be normal