Very relatable. It’s painful to be lonely and feel hopeless every day, listening to advice from people who don’t understand the daily struggle that you face.

Hey, I'm new here, but I read your post and it sounded like I wrote it myself. I'm sorry you're going through that, and I really hope it gets better for you. One thing I found over the last few years is Stoicism, to help with my mindset and how I personally handle the world around me, especially when it seems like a total loss. Maybe it'll help you, too? If you want some tips to start off or anything, just let me know.