Struggling with Intimacy and Vaginismus

I also don't get close with people, I have friends but we are not emotionally close to each other. I've never been sexually active or had an intimate relationship and I'm 24. It is different from the norm but there's plenty of people out there in the same boat.

That sounds kinda like how I feel sometimes. I'm not really good with making friends and when I do they usually kinda ghost me. Now I'm 20 with no friends and my boyfriend always works so I usually feel alone. If you ever need someone to talk to im always here. Literally I have nothing else to do.