Struggling with Depression and Lack of Motivation

I think my parents think I'm joking the whole thing they think I'm being lazy, he's doesn't even have to tell me i can feel it, especially with his choice of words. like bro do you think I want to be in my bed all day on my phone, and he always points out that I'm on my phone and I'm making excuses om why I'm not studying for my permit like WATCHING TIK-TOK TAKES 0 CONCENTRATION LOL like what, and being online searching what the hell is wrong with me. thats literally what I do all day because no stupid doctor can figure it out (sorry to all doctors lol) but seriously. like i don't want to be like this I want to get a job and like do things go to school get my license but I'm just so tired and depressed