Struggling with Being Transgender

This is vent about disliking being transgender. I rly hate being transgender, I am very tired of it. everything feels harder and this feels so much worse being constantly surrounded by cis people that don’t have to go through this—most of them don’t even recognize it or they hold a negative opinion of it. I just learned that my younger brother introduces me to his friends as his “trans brother” instead of just brother and that’s really stinging. I also am constantly misgendered, I don’t pass, and I can’t have testosterone for an unknown period of time because of medical issues (let alone top surgery). I feel really alone and insignificant. :/