Struggling to Control My Emotions

I'm trying to keep myself from falling. I want to go out of control to let these overwhelming feelings out. some people don't understand that I want to act this way to let go of those deep feelings inside. mostly like twitching my whole body shaking and bouncing on the bed. I'm having tics in my neck. I'm having terrible migraines, but I can't stop because I have work and cleaning the house, taking care of the baby, and feeding myself and my bf. I shouldn't be talking about moving out, but I wish we were on our own. I have so much on my plate, and no one knows what truly is wrong with me.