TW// Intense Self Hate, talk of SH . . . . If I wasn't such a brat, we would have gotten here on time to pick up my meds. My stupid little brain hating myself and not wanting itself to get better and forgoing calling my meds in for a week led myself to this point. If I wasn't such so dumb we'd be fine and dandy, but no. I had to argue with my boyfriend, get self conscious about scratching myself as punishment and sweat in thick clothing so he doesn't see. I wish I could just stop being useless all the time.
You aren't stupid or useless. You're suffering, and it's okay to struggle. And I completely understand the shame around self harming and having to hide it. It's awful, and I'm sorry you have to go through that. I'm here for you if you ever want to talk or vent
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TW// Intense Self Hate, talk of SH
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If I wasn't such a brat, we would have gotten here on time to pick up my meds. My stupid little brain hating myself and not wanting itself to get better and forgoing calling my meds in for a week led myself to this point. If I wasn't such so dumb we'd be fine and dandy, but no. I had to argue with my boyfriend, get self conscious about scratching myself as punishment and sweat in thick clothing so he doesn't see.
I wish I could just stop being useless all the time.
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