Missing My FP and Friends

I accidentally pushed my fp away because he said two other women were prettier than me and I miss him, and I’ve tried to make things better. We worked together so I talked to him at work, but he still has me blocked on everything

It’s been about 10 months of alone time now. I did self-care a lot and at first I felt okay, but now I just really wish I had people. I think everything is setting in now. I also felt very betrayed when I lost my fp. Thank you for offering your help!