Struggling with Mental Health and Trying to Make Positive Changes

I’m on Atomxetine USP 25Mg and Lurasldone Hyrochloride tablets 20Mg and for sleep quetiapine fumarate 200Mg tablets at night. I wanna quit doing shrooms and Marijuana because I feel like those drugs aren’t important to my mental health. Yes they’re good but for how long, only like a few hours. 1-2 hours for weed and shrooms like 4-5 hours. I want help but idk how to get it. I’m going to intense therapy. And honestly it’s on the patient whom wants to get help. Furthermore I want to draw more but my ADHD isn’t helping at all. I like furry art 🖼️ and I want my own likings like high school was. I missed some stuff. The activities I used to do and such. I know I can’t go back but it’s stressful sometimes. All I can do is just let it go and try to make better memories and achieve something greater, not the opposite. I’m trying to love myself to 💯 %. Right now it’s at 52%. Yeah I use that system. I just hope for the better. Hope you can too. I want to expand my mutual circle too. Have some more friends and socialize with others. As Always be noble