Living in Fear: Women's Rights in Texas

I am a woman that lives in TX, Abbott is elected governor again... I am honestly so terrified and full of anxiety as a woman to live in a state that doesn't grant women bodily autonomy or health care, doesn't care about LGBTQ+ citizens or minorities. I want to be able to live my life without the absolute fear of getting pregnant & not having the choice to do what I want with my body or having the medical care I need if something were to go wrong. 195 House Republicans voted against the Right to Contraception Act. I feel like I'm in a box I can't get out of. It feels like the government owns me, people that don't even know me. I can't make decisions about things that can drastically change my life. Opportunities & options taken away. I don't know what to do.