Does anyone else hate life?

I do. I used to love it. But I still try my best everyday not to give up or let it get the better of me. I try to rise above it and stay positive as possible. I’ve even thought about suicide and self harming but I don’t thank goodness. If that’s safe to say cuz i know others can’t hear that stuff. Im sorry. But try not to say that too much. I know sometimes I just have to say it to get it out of my system but still try to stay positive.