My mom has been absent recently and always with my sister or texting my sister, she just never has time for me anymore. I don't know why it hurts so much but I'm already going through hell and she knows what I tell her, but she still cares more about my sister. It's not bc she is younger I'm the youngest. I understand her talking to my sister, but just don't understand why she has to push me away to do so. I know I sound selfish so idk why I'm even typing this, maybe I don't tell anyone is because I'm scared of being called selfish when I give up my skedule for everyone, love them more then myself, and care about them more then myself/take care of them before I worry about me. Sorry for wasting your time if you made it this far.