Feeling Lonely and Needing Company

i should definitely try doing something new. like going somewhere different on bike. maybe going to the streets of brentwood. but by myself? what else am i gonna do at home by myself. like im really asking myself. what am i gonna do at home while mom is working. i wish i just had some company or some support here. i wish i could do that with someone. no i oray and ask to have emotional support as i go out so i dont have to be alone or by myself.