Feeling like a failure and wanting acceptance

Sometimes I just sit alone a cry….this isn’t a cry for help because I’m not in that mental state yet. But it is an announcement to get my emotions out right now. With the people around me, I feel as if I do nothing but f*ck up. I’m always doing something right but not everything, or I’m doing something wrong. And honestly, I’m just so tired….I have to go into an imaginary world to feel as if I’m enough in my life and I don’t want to do that anymore….but if I decided to push all the people that I care about away..then I’ll be alone. I don’t want to be alone….I just wanna be accepted and not mess up something I was doing well…