Balancing Love and Mental Health in a Relationship

I wish we could post pics, like memes or like screenshots of conversations to show examples on how to approach situations. I have a perfect one I'd love to share, I mentally broke with my fiance last night and I told him he's making it very hard for me to stay. long story short I miss my best friend I had before we gained feelings for each other and even tho relationships are traumatic for you it's something he needs to work on, go into conversations with me as my best friend understand as my boyfriend and act as my husband. I never come to him in hopes of an argument but simply in hopes to better us and when you shut that inner you down you are shutting off a vital piece of you that makes this relationship work. you shut down who I want and become only what I need. and that's not what's going to keep me cus I'm an independent woman. I can provide for myself I want the emotional connection and love from a man. not a boy. water me help me grow a d visa versa. and YALL, this man is acting like the boy I fell in love with 3 years ago. 🥺🥺🥰🥰 Pray for us y'all, we're bother the generational curses breakers of our family, and we're both deeply broken, but our love is so fucking priceless guys, I bitch I know I do and when it's ugly it's ugly but this type of love is like no other. He's not into his mental health or healing himself yet but I'm softening him up and then I can genuinely tell even tho it's so hard and annoying I'm understanding and I know I myself am flawed so we balance each other when everything is said and done. ♥️♥️