What's Your Deepest Shame?

When I procrastinated so much I thought I actually did what I procrastinated on

My procrastination. Which leads to my depressive episodes. Whether it's for schoolwork or just cleaning my room. I always say "I'll do it later" or "I'll do it tomorrow" and by the time it comes the cycle repeats itself and then the realization hits me. It really sucks

The fact that I can stay hyper fixated on a video game for a full ass day but can’t make myself spend 10 mins washing dishes.