Feeling Guilty for Staying in My Room After Work

Yeah im like that too if im not going anywhere i stay in my bed room.

I stay in my room/ house almost always.

Me.

Most days I don't even have the will to get out of bed unless it's to go to the bathroom or to work. My mom tells me I shouldn't spend all day in my room to and she always says I need to get out more and she takes me to a bunch of events and stuff to try and get me out. She knows I have crippling depression and can't take medicine or anything for it

I definitely used to do this when I lived with my dad up until last year. I actually moved out since my dad was becoming so verbally aggressive towards me for being depressed and wanting to do nothing but lay around. It was a main lack of motivation and eventually, living with my friend, I learned that it wasn't just my dad's treatment of me making me unmotivated. Depression takes a huge toll on how you go through every day.

I stay alone in my room all day and night it's like I have a feeling people will let me down if I'm around then I rather be alone