Is Bipolar Disorder a Spiritual Gift?

@SapleMyrup because in my mania I have connected deeper to my spiritual side of myself than ever before. I feel very intune with the universe and I like to use that creatively. I think a lot of people see bipolar as a medical problem. I know I used to and bipolar has been a very painful aspect in my life. but at the same time, I think it has the power to create a lot of good and show me meaning that I would have never seen otherwise. what do you think?