My Mother Said She Wants to Kill Herself Because of Me

how old are you and your brother? do you guys have a family doctor or anyone in healthcare that you work with? stuff like this is hard, because there's so many factors that go into finding a solution. i would love to try to give you advice on how to cope with it, but my mom was the same way. she drove me into an multi-year agoraphobic episode where i didn't leave my room. my sisters always told me to endure until i could move out, but health makes it hard to do that. i'm about to tell our family doctor about her issues, so he can maybe try to get her into therapy, or at least find a solution for me. depending on your age/how your practice runs, they shouldn't tell your mom what you say to them. that's the only support i've found, since i can't talk back to my mom and tell her to get help myself. all in all, i hope you understand that whatever she's going through, its genuinely not your fault.