Cici_Njuguna

256d

TW: self harm
I’ve been in a really intense depressive episode for some days now and I just self harmed. I feel defeated and I want to just give up and end it. My s/o told me if he saw new scars he’d leave me. Idk what to do anymore.

Depression

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  • Aeres

    256d

    i think it's not great of your partner to make you feel scared they will leave you, especially knowing you're vulnerable. healing is not a linear process, and you will have down days. it's okay; relapsing does not equal failure. you can pick yourself back up again. if you need someone to lean on, i'm willing to listen. you've got this c:

  • alex_reese

    256d

    I feel as if he is not willing to stay with you during your lows he doesn't deserve to be with you during your highs

  • Cici_Njuguna

    256d

    TW: self harm it’s not that he’s seen me cry and he helps me get over it. i’m not trying to make it about him. it’s the fact that i haven’t left my house in weeks almost months nor do i have a stable appetite or mood. i’ve been thinking about ending my life for days on end now and i’m so close to doing it. idk what to do anymore i’ve done all the self care shit and i’ve taken meds and nothing works for me.

    • alex_reese

      256d

      you deserve better than him, if he is aware of the problem and understands why you have the scares and still manipulates you into thinking your the problem than he doesn't deserve you and is certainly not helping the situation

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