Feeling Anxious and Unheard

My roommate is almost 40 but acts like a 3 year old, and the county I’m in has been passive aggressive and enabling since the early 40s. He completely avoids me now unless he gains from it and is implying I’ll be M1ed again so he can jack my psychiatric service puupy, Ash Chester Willaims a blue heeled, away from me and go somewhere to Longsvillez. I dk. Im starting to print records nonstop. I hate this shit

Hey, it sounds like you need help, and the first step for getting is to acknowledge you need that. There are many professionals to help you with your situation. Have you met a therapist? Did you at least tell that to your pcp?