Struggling with Depression in College

I feel like I’ve hit a new low in my life. I just started my Junior year of college this week and I’ve already skipped 3 classes bc I’ve been staying up late and I’ve been too tired and depressed to go to class. It’s already an awful start to my third year, how do I get out of it. My place and room is such a mess and I can’t get myself to clean it and get my shit together. I also work two jobs on top of school and it’s a lot so I cut down but I just can’t get myself to do my work I’m so unmotivated. I just feel awful about myself. I’ve stopped eating as much and staying up really late and regretting it I just am having a really hard time getting out of this cycle. I’m really depressed but I have to act like I’m okay to everyone and no one’s asked if I’m okay but idk I’m suffering a lot but no one’s rly noticed and I’m not asking anyone to but it’s just a lot I don’t have anyone to talk to- I had a therapist but I haven’t talked to her in 2 months bc she’s really busy and the times she is available is when I have classes and I asked if there’s any other times she could do and she just said “No, sorry!” So yeah I don’t rly have professional help to look up to rn lol idk I just think I’m overloading myself it’s a lot and I just needed to rant My sister got out of the mental hospital recently too and I broke up with someone that I was having issues with who was actually gay but didn’t want to admit it idk I don’t rly have any friends to talk to this is just turning into a pity party lmao Anyone have any tips for when things get like this? Ty