Warning for mention of suicidal ideation. Disclaimer I am not going to cause any harm to myself. I am just venting my depressive and intrusive thoughts out.
Sometimes I find myself longing for a slow, horrible, and agonizing death. I feel like I deserve it for just being me. Just for existing the way I do. For who I used to be. I feel guilt for every slightly bad thing I do, even if the impact of it was little. I feel guilty for making accidental eye contact with people, I feel guilty for liking ans enjoying things that other people don't like. I feel guilty for giving poor advice. I want to die by my own hand.


Depressive type psychosis

Anxiety (Including GAD)

Suicidal ideation

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  • Gwen71


    I hope you are feeling better. πŸ€—πŸ™

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