Struggling with Body Image

I personally like the way my body looks but still have problems with my image. I’m plus sized and chubby. I never been bullied for my weight because honestly I rock it and say “I know I’m fat…. And???” honestly made friends with the people that made fun of my body because I’m generally just a kind and very bored person. I’m not a confident person but I do know how to make someone feel surprised that I’m insecure as hell. I look in the mirror some days and look at all my imperfections and think: “Man Maybe I need to loose weight” “You are so ugly” “Why would anyone date that” Tbh I don’t ignore them either. I just twerk my little nonexistent ass and roll.

Consulting with a nutritionalist would be beneficial to better understand how your body metabolizes. Going straight to fasting isn't always the greatest method. Maybe if you do eat 5 times a day, make them smaller portions or try to add more greens to digest easily and quickly or maybe protein to work off depending on your routines.its not so much about taking away the food as much as eating the right food.

I grew up very aware of my size, I can remember from as far back as first grade being rediculed even. I think being an adult now I can look back and see how some of my anxiety of my size was from just teenage angst, honestly, though even now I struggle with it. I find my self ignoring my hunger pangs all the time and squishing my belly together to see if it makes a doughnut, as I was told once by my older sister, 'if you can make a doughnut with your belly, you're fat,' that has stuck with me even now as a 24 year old. I'm still learning to love myself and accept how my body is my home and I have to give love to it and take care of it, and it will do the same in return. You get older, your body changes. I have thicker thighs and stretch marks but I allow myself to think about the beauty of a child, like I was once. Growing since I was nothing but a heartbeat, a sweet infant. I learned to walk with these legs, and my arms can hold of that a child of my own some day, and I would never want any child to think that their body is any less than a magnificent being on it's own. Letting us explore and see this world, the nature. 24/F/4' 9", 95lbs now 15-19/F/4' 9", 75-100 highschool I had the bone density and structure of an 18month old when I was 5. Doctors wanted to put stilts in my legs. I was five. I may not be very strong and I can never tower over someone not a child, but I can function and surgery free. Honestly, I've never broken a bone.