Struggling with Daily Life

i totally empathize. today was my first day of classes for the term and it's already been a bit rough (profs wasted no time for it being so early in the year...). the monotony, the trying to have a better day and struggling to, the fear and brain fog, i'm right there with you. i can't say that what might work for me would work for you, but maybe it'd help to schedule you time separately from any school or social life, to take each morning (or night tbh) to meditate and relax, or to go on aimless walks. i do these things now and then to try to relieve the pressure daily life puts on me. i hope things look up for you in the future, OP. sending hugs ♡