How Has Trauma Affected My Emotions?

For a long time yes but I’ve done a lot of work and healing and I’ve gotten to a place where I can be more open now

Yes. After realizing that most people in my life have tried to change me into a different person and get angry when I don't line up with their version of me, it is hard for me to keep being kind and put up with people's crap. I have had to set some strong boundaries and not have contact with certain people.