its okay, im 17 too. you're not alone on here. having that disease must be incredibly hard and I'm so sorry you have to go through that. I'm living with a chronic illness that controls my whole life. we've got each other on here. if you need anything I'm here ^^

I know how hard it can be. I had double pneumonia a few years ago and ended up in the ICU for 3 days and spent another 2 weeks in the hospital over it. I'm proud of you for realizing you need support and reaching out (Even if it's breaking the rules... Lol) I have dealt with so many illnesses my entire life (I'm 30) so I may be able to explain some of it if that's what you're looking for... Or if you just need someone to talk to that will listen you can always send me a message!