Struggling with Waves of Depression

these waves of depression are driving me crazy .... I can not pull myself out of this funk. and it's a depression I've never felt before...it's so strong, sad, lonley.... I don't want to go to sleep because I don't want to deal with it all the next day ...I don't want to wake up because I don't want to deal with it at all. I find myself self isolating from everyone, zero energy or motivation, self care....down the drain, don't want to eat or drink, up super late, sleep late ( unless I have something to do or work ) then I physically I have to force myself out of bed...I feel so alone and trapped...when does it end ?! 😥