Trying to Get By and Live Life

Yeah...it’s like there’s a deadline (18/19/20...and who even makes the best life decisions so young?) by which we’re supposed to know exactly what we want out of our lives and what we’re willing to spend most of it doing. Long story short, it’s a recipe for misery and I’m sure that it has everything to do with money and nothing to do with happiness. Make enough money to have your basic needs easily met, sure, but you really have to carve much of your day out for yourself and what makes you happy. If you’re functional, start somewhere with something like therapy and meditation (stress really does kill, I’m surprised). I started with medication, so it’s really whatever’s enough to get you up and doing all that easy, generic, healthy shit like walking and journaling in the morning. If just doing it for the sake of doing it makes you happy, make note and put aside as much time for it as possible because you are the only person who would really know if it makes you happy (and only you largely benefit if it does). If you don’t even know what “it” is, like me, spend that same time trying to figure it out. Very few things are more important.

Trust me it’s so hard sometimes when all you wanna do is keep to yourself but honestly if you really wanna feel like you’re living you just gotta put yourself out there and meet people