I have multiple chronic illnesses, but everyone looks at me and thinks I have a perfect life because I am “intelligent” according to others and do good in school
I WAS GONNA COMMENT SOMETHING SO SIMILAR OMG.. I always felt like I had to compensate for being so medically needy by being a total brainiac... Turns out that just gave me stress and made all my preexisting stuff worse 😅
Omg same even my parents completely forget that at any given moment I could be disabled cuz I rely on my dad to take me to the hospital and he moves the appointments everytime and ppl too think your doing good just because I'm trying my very best not to let MS define me doesn't mean I'm completely fine or I'm even coping with it well 🙃
i have a similar situation! When i was diagnosed with ASD, my dad said to me "you have problems with communication and social interactions but your job is to interact with the general public on a daily basis - and you're good at your job. How does that make sense?" And im like yeah its weird. I think being at work makes me go into mega super human mask mode. Its like im a different person. But non work me, tries to even speak a word to a cashier in a shop, or have a normal conversation with a relative? Im just unable to do so. Strange but interesting
I survived Lyme meningoencephalitis. It's been 5 years, and I still hallucinate when I'm overtired. But I don't think I'm patient 0 of the zombie apocalypse anymore
One of my permanent teeth is actually a wisdom tooth, and not the molar that's usually there. The molar didn't form right, so they just dragged me wisdom tooth in as a replacement.
I've often fantasized about doing this very thing, since I lost my second molar to a root canal that I didn't have crowned fast enough when I was young. It's the only missing tooth I have but just knowing that there are some wisdom teeth behind there that could be used, or could have been used anyway, makes me wish I could have done that.
I’m the same way with my sister! I have IBS, Arthritis, Sciatica, and Schizophrenia, so whenever I talk about how I’m feeling it’s hard for her to understand. I’m glad that she doesn’t have to experience anything of what I do, but at the same time I’m super jealous and always hate that I’m the only one who has to deal with it. Why couldn’t we have shared this stuff instead of all of it getting piled onto me? Maybe she could’ve taken the IBS and Sciatica? Come on, my genetics could have spread it around a little bit, just saying. 😂
But I totally get what you’re saying, I get jealous of her a lot. She’s in perfect health and is able to do all of the physical activities she wants, while I’m stuck at home doing nothing because it just hurts to live.
totally get you – I don’t feel jealous of my sister in the same way tbh bc she has adhd too and struggles of her own – but like it’s the same thing where I got literally everything else lmao. autism, swyer syndrome, even shit like milia and pilar cysts. I always make sure to shut myself down when I start feeling jealous about it bc I’m pretty sure she feels bad enough somewhere in there for the both of us but sometimes even just reflecting on how I’ll never be able to have my own bio kids gets me down ngl
I understand that as well I have chronic conditions and my sister she's only got allergies and that's it. So I'm just like how do you not have chronic illnesses like I do?
please don't let the feeling of jealously keep you from being a good sister.
I believe my brother still holds alot of resentment for me and we still don't have a relationship even though were in our 30's.
I was diganosed with epilepsy at 10 years old so alot of my parents focus went onto me and he became jealous of it. It's like i don't have a brother!
your not alone I was 25 before I could get pass learners test a mix of anxiety, dyslexia and the world kicking my butt. If you need a support or quizer I'm here
I am 25 years old, I got a car and a driver's license...yet I have too much anxiety to take my self to work. I know the feeling especially when you live in a town where there is traffic everywhere...
sorry to hear that :(
I’m 26, whenever I would drive I get pins and needles in my hand, feet, head, and I feel like I am about to die. I don’t understand why it randomly started happening to me 4 years ago. I use to be able to drive. But after dealing with an illness and commuting an hour to work everyday. I feel like my body just cocked out and goes into panic mode whenever I drive.
i bought a car for cheap, registered it, got insurance, and let it sit for a year. Im 22 and im taking my first real driving lesson today and im freaking out
I have this problem and I'm 28. It's only half a lie when I tell them I can't because of my medication, but it's saved me so much grief since I started sharing that. Entirely true or not, I swear by it.
I didn't get my license till I was 23 and only got it because covid restrictions made the test not on the roads in my state and the instructor wasn't in the car. My mom was. I barely passed and now I'm almost 25 and still don't drive. I have PTSD from a bad car wreck when I was a kid, everyone was okay. I just always hear the crunch of metal whenever I'm in a car now. Even if I'm not driving. You're not alone and it's not anything to be ashamed of. And I promise if it's a learning issue the right person makes a world of difference. My fiance had to teach me. After 20+ people tried he was the only one who could get me comfortable enough to get over 10Mpr. You got this. And even if you don't, my step mom's in her 50's and can't drive on highways, at night, or in the rain because of her anxiety. 💕
I know I'm late to the game, new to the app. But I got my driver's license last year at age 32 because of my anxiety. Trust me, it still gives me anxiety to drive, especially if there's other cars on the road.
I never wanted to get a license. I was 18 when my parents forced me to take a class for it. I was 20 when I was forced to get my first car because there was no bus system where I lived and it was too far and too hot to walk anywhere. Once I got together with my now husband, I taught him how to drive and now refuse to drive unless I have to. Part of it's because of anxiety and living in a big city now and part of it's because I never had the desire to learn in the first place.
same! my partner is very adamant that I get my license, even though just sitting behind the wheel of a parked car is uncomfortable. They don't seem to understand that I Can't Do It, it's one of the few things neither of us will budge opinions on :(
same. I wish there was better public transportation around me, I think the idea that all adults should just be expected to drive is ridiculous and bad for the environment. Why can't we have a high speed national train system or even just more buses the way they do in other countries?
same here and I have a visual processing disorder so that doesn’t help either and only my boyfriend and mom understands why I don’t want to drive and I feel like everyone else expects me to.
I've hired older people who only have state IDs, not drivers licenses, and never thought anything of it. But if someone bugs you about why, you could just say you don't enjoy driving and so you never pursued it. Nothing wrong with that 💛
do what you can to get it under control and one day, you will be able to get it!
I just truned 32 and still don't havey license due to epilepsy and i dont think ill ever be able to get it!
you are far from alone. I'm 39 and was medically advised to never learn to drive back when I was 14. I tend to tell people I never learnt because I lived in the city if it is a passing conversation, anything after that I'll just say I can't for medical reasons, I don't like going over the whole medical history because explaining what dyspraxia is esp the lack of depth perception and short term memory issues it causes me is tiresome and then comes the S word, schiz, which makes people see me completely differently.
I'm the one in my family with the most medical problems at my age. On the plus side I also surprise everyone with being extra flexible even being over weight
I genuinely dont know how to feel good feelings. I just got an RV, which will help me get out of my abusive home, but I feel absolutely nothing. Sadness, depression, loneliness on the other hand? I feel them in spades with enough to share.......
That I keep my promises to people. No matter what. People seem to be taken back by the fact that somebody can actually say some thing and actually follow through.
I have been depressed since I was a teenager, before I was diagnosed with my physical condition. I think in a sense I had a feeling that something bad will happen all the time. Sometimes I wonder whether I did it to myself unconsciously.
I’m panromantic asexual even though I’m a Christian and come from a really conservative family! I’m dating a person who is trans. It's an online, long-distance relationship currently but we hope to meet in person soon!
My abusive mom got me arrested. It's a long story, but basically she made empty threats towards me for months, and I overreacted thinking she was actually gonna do it. We got into a big physical fight over it, with her trying to choke me, and me tearing her shirt straight down the middle off her back 😬
if she’s the one who initiated first to try to hurt you she should be the one in jail, not you. How often do you deal with her? If it’s often please get out of that situation if you can.
People are surprised I don't have a job. I can't keep a job. Every time I try I get fired or almost fired (then they talk about firing me until I quit). And they always do it for the same reason; my symptoms of adhd, schizophrenia, and my severe anxiety I have yet to get a diagnosis for. People say I'm lazy and that I'm not setting a good example for my daughter because I'm just trying to apply for SSI instead of finding a job. I can't work, it's an actual struggle and when I was working I was neglecting taking care of myself because of how stressful and awful it was. I'm trying my best. I'm trying.
I know what a struggle it is. I get it. I tried for 10 years to get social security and they never would approve me. For what it's worth, I did eventually go back to school and have finally found something that I can do at least part time. Hopefully you'll find something that will work for you and/or you'll get approved.
People think that I'm not going to go anywhere with my life because I've been living in my car. My husband's in a halfway house. We can't get ahead. I have difficulties getting the help I need. He's working but I've been out of work for over a year because of my mental health. It's exhausting to say the least. With prices continuing to go up I'm not sure how we can continue to keep up with even this.
I've not had any friends since I was in elementary school, and I've never had an intimate relationship. I'm in my 20s now, but I think it might stay this way forever...
it's difficult to find friends, people just are too ashamed to admit it but a lot of people struggles with that (myself included). I believe you can find friends, don't give up ❤️
same, after elementary school I kinda forgot how to be friends. I can socialize for as long as I need to but then I shut back off and keep to myself as an introvert and don’t really know how to be around friends casually as myself
I don't really have friends and after 3 years housebound without a job or a social life it's really getting to me.... Hoping to make some connections on this app with people who understand ❤️
I have a phobia of throw up and work in the medical field..not a nurse. I’ll pretend I have to go to the bathroom for like 10 minutes if I hear a patient is nausea.
you can do it!!! It feels amazing to be free of that and to be confident that you can push through all the hard days💕🙌 Keep it up, even through those days that make you feel like maybe you weren't ready. You are. I promise those days will get less and less common if you just keep going and trust your decision!!🤗
I am not diagnosed, but I am pretty sure I am a compulsive liar because I lie over the littlest things. I am able to get away with a lot and I have a good memory. I pretend and lie that I don’t remember things. I lie to my therapist and doctor unfortunately, but that’s because I lied to myself and told myself I was better. I don’t know how much longer I can lie.
I relate. I don’t lie nearly as much over the small things, but I always lie to therapists. And sometimes I lie to avoid certain reactions in other people (I know I shouldn’t) and it always comes back to bite me. I don’t want to be this way, but in the moment it seems like the only option sometimes.
i really struggle to brush my teeth & keep putting off the dentist even tho my teeth hurt. i’m terrified of going to the gyno because of because my weight & am so self conscious.
I learned to write with both my hands, speak three languages, and how to play every board game by myself because I didn't have any friends to play with or talk to. I was my own best friend. I still entertain myself 99% of the time.
I feel this😕 I’ve never had my IQ tested, so not sure exactly how I’d stack up, but my standardized test scores were some of the best in the country when I was a kid, and I was identified as being advanced etc etc, but went to a Christian school that just had me use my free time in class after I’d get done with something teaching the other kids who were struggling with a lesson etc. I really wish there had been a good gifted program or something, I feel like that would’ve helped a lot growing up- especially as things like my OCD and ASD got more severe or difficult to deal with as I got older. I barely graduated high school too😕 most of my grades ended up being pass/fails
I don't remember 98% of my life due to severe dissociation and memory issues, and it's really scary.
I can forget something literal seconds after it happens. I hate it, and everyone thinks I'm stupid because of it.
Despite my autism and difficulties focusing, I've found moderate success in the field of law enforcement. I had a professor in college who told me it wasn't meant to be and I felt so discouraged. 4 years later and I am so glad I didn't listen. ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS!!!
I’m terrified I don’t know who I am. But how can I know who I am when almost all of my life is being overtaken by other people and by my illnesses. Sometimes I only every feel like my IBS makes up all of who I am, because it’s so hard to look past something that overtakes my life the way that this does
I was in the double digits when I learned how to tie my shoes. I had small feet and could get away with wearing velcro shoes for the longest time. I couldn't grasp how to tie my shoes regardless of which adult showed me how until one day I just finally understood.
I have so many medical issues. And I am afraid to fall asleep, and never wake up. I have Multiple sclerosis, SCAD, FMD, AFIB, fibroids, high blood pressure, and on top of that Foot drop. I find very difficult to stay positive, when I am fighting to survive. And I keep working from home, cooking, cleaning, and driving my kids to school and activities. I am tired of hiding behind a fake smile 🤷🏻♀️
if you aren’t already I strongly suggest talking about this with a therapist or other trusted professional for you and your kids sake because you’re right to be tired as all of that is exhausting without having to hide behind a fake smile♥️ especially family counseling so you can talk to your kids in a healthy way about these feelings/what’s going on in your life that is a huge part in theirs
I have synesthesia so when I listen to music I can associate certain notes with colors. Also I’m hyper flexible naturally. I fold my back more easily, twist my arms around, I used to be able to do the splits and I because of it I was pretty good at dance. I also can escape handcuffs as well. My sister and mom also have the hyperflexiblity as well, my sister is a gymnast so she can do an oversplit.
I have alexthymia but also synaesthesia that correlates to emotions, people, and relationships. I do not know how to figure out complex feelings without it. Ive spent the past few years deciphering it all and now Im healing as a person but also feel very alone as I feel others wont get the way I perceive things. I am working on that with my boyfriend and now I get to tell him his colors and how His personality is a piece of art. And he is better understanding me as I explain my colors. I call it my Brains Loophole.
@Tammy72 you reminded me of my secret.
I died once. CPR brought my back for a second, I looked my friend in the face and watched everything go black again. That was the first time I had felt so much peace… ever. So I’m afraid to self harm now because I know if I ever cross the line to where I’m going to attempt suicide, I know I will do it. Death no longer scares me.
I was in a semi truck accident. The truck flipped over with me in it on the passenger side. My side drug the pavement and I came away completely unscathed
I used to pretend to be two different persons in high school: the me who was an outcast and depressed inside school, and the me who was outgoing and friendly outside of it.
I take so many different medicines that I don’t know what works and what doesn’t. My mind tricks me into believing I’m fine and don’t need them but that’s not true.
I always get my hair cut in the “Detached undercut” style so I can have long hair but have my right ear covered so I or no one else has to see it cause it doesn’t function
I have lots of invisible chronic symptoms/illnesses and every day is a struggle and nearly no one believes what I go through and thinks it's all in my head and that I'm making it up. It hurts and it feels lonely out here. I've been robbed of my 20s as this all began when I was hit by a car when I was about to be 18. I feel so behind in life.
Both my parents have died and I feel way too young to be without parents (I’m 35). I grew up thinking my family was poor because we lived so frugally but it turns out my dad was squirreling away tons money and investing it all those years. Once all the paperwork is done my sister and I will inherit said money and it will most likely flip my entire life on its head. The life insurance policy distributions alone have altered my life in unimaginable ways and coming to terms with all this along with our recent loss is just so overwhelming. Also, because my sister is autistic and unable to help with most things I’ve been handling the majority of all my parent’s accounts and belongings. And I’ve got the funeral to plan still. And I work full time. I guess I’m pretty overwhelmed!
I have a super hard time making friends or maintaining relationships. Even though I come across as very approachable and friendly. At this point in time I have no close friends at all. And all my family and children live out of state so I really have no one to talk to or rely on when I need it the most. I just can’t seem to find it in me to go looking for a new friend. The task seems overwhelming
With all my differing diagnosis over the years, i finally feel like I found the right one. Im apprehensive to be open about being autistic with family because they will just argue and that “you are so talkative though!” “you make eye contact?” it really is messing me up because i finally feel so sure and right with this. I feel free and yet not disclosing it especially because its a special interest for me right now is supper difficult
I used to be overweight. People always get upset (for me, not at me) when i talk negatively about myself of buy clothes too big. They dont know thats how i still see myself
That I was kicked out at 17. N that my mom told me when I was younger when my heart would act up to tell everyone I love them Incase I die.which I still do.
I was the first person to earn the Summit Award in my state's record. It's the highest rank in the Venture Crew (high adventure) branch of the Boy Scouts, like the Eagle is in the scout troops. And I'm a woman, have been all my life.
i think i may be asexual but i don’t know if it’s due to the fact that i’ve been on potentially libido lowering meds all of my life or if it’s just the way i am
I have so many horrible thoughts in my head all of the time and I have a big D if you saw me I don't look like I can do a lot of things, but I can do most of those things
That i want to run away where i can't be found and start over but truth is I'd never leave my kids behind or subject them to something unfamiliar when their rooted where we currently are! so i dream about it.
I have multiple chronic illnesses/conditions, I have chronic pain, I struggle mentally.... The list goes on. I try my best to not show any of that when at work and around people other than close family/friends
Trading to look always ok even does I feel alone that I’m a bag in my daughters house, I notice that every day and I don’t know what to do because I don’t have a place to go here and stay until my transplant 😥 😥 😥 😥
I love my boyfriend a lot; even though I sucked another guy off while manic (we were on a sex break and agreed to open our relationship for the time being)
I think I might have autism. This very much surprises people because i’m so “high-functioning” and very sociable. i just learned how to mask really well lmao
Me too, I'm totally an extrovert. I've taken crappy tests out of curiosity that basically told me I couldn't be autistic because it's easy for me to make friends. Which is ridiculous, because that's not the only communication issue autistic people can have.
I’m only trying to get better because I know my husband, sister, dad, and grandmother would be devastated if I killed myself. With all of my physical and mental health problems, existing is just so damn hard. It’s only worth it to try to please the ones I love.
I feel that so much it's extremely difficult to live for one's self and all you hear is will so and so would be sad if you were gone, like I don't think they get how tired we are living with all this pain just to keep them happy. But I hope one day we can both find reasons inside ourselves to always live
i have an invisible disability (CFS), depression, generalized anxiety, anorexia, & body dysmorphia.
i graduated high school with a 4.0GPA, & i'm about to go to graduate school for my dual master's in psychology & in social work. 😁
I love people, and I love to help people, but I only enjoy helping people who are 100% willing to also help themselves. For example, my wife is diabetic and it is doing nothing but getting worse. I talk to her and I help in every way I can because she is my wife but when I discovered that she isn't willing to simply change her diet to save herself from diabetes then I no longer care about that, I refuse to focus on it and she knows not to bring it up unless she is willing to do what she can to help herself. And if she dies from it, I will not feel sorry for her because she is able to help herself, and she didn't.
I’m a “highly successful” operating room nurse who is finally getting treatment for my eating disorder and PTSD from intensive sexual trauma. Everyone tells me I’m so brave but I’ve never felt so useless and helpless.
I have been traumatized as a child for “wetting the bed” after nightmares. It only happened twice. Now, ever since I was 8, I get so anxious that I might have an accident so I cannot go to bed until I have force-peed two minutes before bed. So if I lay in bed for 45 minutes and can’t seem to fall asleep, I will go every 2-6 minutes.
oh wow. 😥 that sucks. I did that as a kid and my dad used to beat me for it. My brother and I were both traumatized when we were really young so much that we were too afraid to use the bathroom. He was hospitalized and for years I couldn't go to the bathroom or even shower or brush my teeth without talking to myself, feeling like I was being watched, counting in my head, or trying to convince the little demons of my imagination not to kill me or something. Kid's brains and trauma together are... weird.
I have a Familiar. Basically a spirit animal for those of you who don't know. His name is Amon and he's a Wendigo, he's a very docile creature and likes to hang out on ceilings and stare at people. He won't eat you, he good boi.
I had my first manic episode at 18, in which I ran away from home, got married, dropped out of high school and moved across the state all in one month. Three years later I had already been through divorce and bankruptcy and here I am now at 22. (My life’s gotten considerably better as I’ve learned how to manage and recognize my symptoms and I have an amazing boyfriend and we share 4 cats.) it’s just funny because I look young, so people will be like “what are you, seventeen?” And I’m like “honey I’ve already been married, divorced and bankrupt.”
I have had eating disorders since I was 13 I am now 38. My issues with food and control have been heightened way more since becoming a diabetic because now I have to watch and control all the things I eat. I been a diabetic for 16 years now. Some days I wonder if I will ever have a healthy relationship with food and eating. Stresses me out all the time
I have severe anxiety and struggle with many physical conditions. I am in constant pain and agony both physical and mental but I always “look okay” on the outside so everyone assumes I’m okay and when I cancel on plans it comes off as rude even when I explain what’s going on I still feel like people think I’m lying or making it up:(((((
I overcompensate with my art and athleticism so that way people can't see me as depressed, when in reality I would rather connect with someone who knew I suffer through depression
i’m not in school or working, even though i’d love to be. it’s embarrassing when people ask me about it, because they almost always pity me or think i’m overreacting about my illnesses :/
i'm 22 and disabled but no one will listen to me about it. i'm exhausted to the point of wanting to literally run away into the wilderness with my cat and never come back.
My best friend is my inner being and I'm an extrovert who genuinely loves others for the different perspective they may have and that freaks some people out. Good thing they usually like me back and open to talking to me!
I've struggled with nail biting for 5 years. The longest I've gone without biting my nails was 3 months because I wanted to get acrylics. This is proof that I can quit. As soon as school begins in August, I start right back up again.
I grew up never show real genuine emotion until my 8th grade year. Up until my 8th grade year I thought emotions were thoughts not something that came off the heart.
I have had my driver's license for 10 years and have only driven on the freeway 8 times in my life because I am terrified of it and have to take back roads to everything and if there isn't one to the place I need to be I just do not go at all
All of my sisters have kids and I don’t!! It hurts because I was trying have but to no avail. I’m now 42 years old, hardly get to sex because of uterine bleeding!!😥😥
My younger brother is an addict who has been in rehab for the past year. He has no health ocnsequences from the drugs, while I who didn’t do drugs have all sorts of health problems
I can't seem to make lasting friends, I don't know why. I'm outgoing, talkative, trustworthy, very nice and I'm a great listener yet no one invites me anywhere or tries to contact me. It hurts
My tics are so much worse than I actually let on. And it's starting to get to the point where I don't think I should be working. I'm exhausted all the time and when I have a tic attack I have to hide it from my co workers or try my hardest to suppress them which is worse. Cause when I get home at the end of the day I'm pretty much unable to function cause I've been supressing tics all day (even if I don't know I'm doing it)
I can’t stop thinking about my mom saying “so what are you gonna be disabled?” “But your so smart”
It has been so hard to open up about how much my health is really effecting me. I am disabled and she hasn’t realized yet. She hasn’t realized that my health interferes with my life every day and that is what makes me disabled. I am proud to be disabled but I wish I could be brave enough to really express it.
My boyfriend doesn't know I'm an alcoholic, depressed, anxious, and diagnosed with ADHD. He doesn't see it because of how hard I try to be smart and responsible for him, he isn't a drinker so it keeps me away from alcohol, and he is a very positive and funny person.
Has anyone ever dealt with audible hallucinations? There not voices or someone talking to me, but sounds like pans dropping or glass, even wind in my ear. Occasionally, it’s sounds like the tv is on in the other room without definitely sound just noise. I know it’s not real, so it doesn’t scare me. I just would like to know it’s cause and how it can be fixed or improved upon.
I thought that the intense migraines I was having daily from the time I was 10 to 15 were normal and my mom said that I was faking them for attention until I was seen by a Nuerosurgeon for the first time and he told me that I had Hydrocephalus and it was probably genetic
I am generally sad most the time, have been for quite a while. But people think that I'm a happy person because I tend to smile to try and brighten other people's moods.
I failed the driving test six times and then gave up. When I was diagnosed with fibro years later my doctor said I shouldn't drive ever because my fibro fog is really bad.
you can do it!!! It feels so amazing to be free of that and to be confident that you can push through the hard days. 💕🙌 Keep it up, even through those days that make you feel like maybe you weren't ready for this. You are. I promise those days will get less and less common if you just keep going.🤗
I do a lot of graffiti and I know using aerosol paints is NOT good for my MS, but it’s hard to stop doing something that causes so much happiness in my life.
How passionate. My energy I create. The atmosphere I create when I’m with people and what they feel with me. How deep of a thinker I am how insightful I am. So many things I’d say but one of my faves is loving the smell of horse manure and cleaning they’re stalls🥰
I had a tumor with less than 100 recorded cases in medical literature 😅 I’ve yet to personally connect with someone with the same condition, but if ya know anyone with a PEComa let them know they’re not alone!
Prayer warrior- keeping my faith at all costs is easy when it's the most needed fuel in your entire mind body & spirit.
Meditation/prayer brings me so much peace.
Don’t feel bad. It’s never to late to learn to drive. People going judge no matter what you or I do. If you want to learn to drive do it. It doesn’t matter your age.
me too! my dad is colorblind and my mom is a tetrachromat, which apparently makes passing colorblindness on to their daughter more likely than if just my dad was colorblind
I'm only 23. idk why, but people (both online and irl) always think I'm like 10+ years older than I actually am. To be fair, I do have the heart of a 50 year old lmao
it's okay to not drive there are public transportation just for this reason. It is dangerous driving sometimes. My husband has a seizure disorder so all I do is drive I never get to just ride somewhere.
I'm actually a really aggressive person sometimes. not in that I get violent or outwardly aggressive, but I'm quick to frustrate or annoy which stems into anger and that ends in a depressive episode. if we talk frequently, chances are I'm constantly getting annoyed or angered by a lot of little things you do or holding on to a grudge over something you did a while ago that wasn't that big a deal.. then getting mad at myself for being mad.
I'm also almost always fighting with my anxiety a
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